The answer always lies within your heart.
Against all odds, I still believed in natural cure, as there really are many people who cured from their serious diseases, and I wanted to give it a try for myself.
Meanwhile, from all the objections, this was the hardest one:
"You have to be responsible for your health because you have a child to take care of!"
This made me feel like I was selfish to avoid "legitimate" treatment. But I finally came down to what felt just right for me:
"I want to defeat cancer on my own and live happily, and I will show my child how I do it!"
There, I am responsible for myself and my child.